Food Frutrations

Why do I always do this:
I go in fridge and look at the various things in there. I stare in there and move things around trying to find something tasty. I end up with nothing.

I always pick a food in the pantry or the fridge that I know I don't like. Today, I tried these hot and spicy Cheez Its and even a fresh peach again knowing that I tried it in the past but convincing myself that I'll love it. To no surprise I dislike the Cheez It. I swallow it but didn't eat the other half crumbling in my hand.

I should have taken a picture, but this all
I could find on Google images.

Then I make myself try a fresh peach. I liked peaches I don't know what happened to make my appeal of them changed. I know I don't like the fuzzy outside skin so I decide that I'll just cut off the skin and eat it like that.

I kind of forgot that peaches are squishy so I completely murdered the thing trying to cut the skin off. In frustration, I ate it anyway even though it didn't look good.  I made a mess. I made a disgusting mess...I murdered the thing. My mom just shook her head at me.

Why?

I don't know. Maybe I think I'll try different kinds of brands or different ways of preparations or recipes then I'll like the food. It always fails. I don't know.

Just another strange thing that I seem to do.

But when I do find something I like I'm crazy about it. I love food. I'm not a fancy foodie, but I do love food.